I want to hike and hike and hike and to never have a place to call home again
and it’s been such a long time since I’ve done something for me but school just makes me loose all motivation do do anything, it’s like my brain has been running a marathon all day so when I get home I just can’t do shit
No I mean I feel stuff, it doesn’t feel like I’m the one feeling it you know?
I’m not feeling very happy and I’m not feeling very sad I’m just feeling everything very shallow and when I get home from school I just don’t do anything I just turn on my computer and try to do homework but I can’t focus so I go on tumblr for a bit or I watch Twin Peaks or I write a text post like this
A little faint perfume of me.
People who knew me well will say,
She really used to think that way."
none of my new friends know about my melancholy-eczema, and I am really okay with that